by Samantha Syrnich
© 2025 Samantha Syrnich TLC — All Rights Reserved.

The ocean was the first place I felt safe.
Not because it was gentle—
but because it was honest.
It never pretended to be less powerful
than the force it truly was.
It never hid its storms
or dulled its voice
to make anyone comfortable.
It raged,
it broke,
it rose—
and somehow I recognized myself in it.
When the world tried to drown me
in silence,
betrayal,
and manufactured shame,
the sea taught me a different truth:
that even the wrecked
still carry light.
The lighthouse was my witness—
a lone spine of stone
standing against every unrelenting wave,
its lamp refusing to dim,
even when the sky split open
and the world fell dark around it.
I understood then:
survival doesn’t mean the storm never touched you.
It means you kept your fire lit
anyway.
And just like that tower
carved by centuries of weather and war,
I learned to stand—
not untouched,
but unextinguished.
The ocean was the first place I felt safe.
The place I finally remembered
how to breathe.