A Thousand Words I Never Needed


by Samantha Syrnich (TLC)
© 2025 Phoenix Quill: Words Born of Fire, Inked in Truth

Maybe I could save myself
a thousand trembling pages
and simply say this:

I will always love you.

But love like mine
was never soft or simple—
it was carved through years
that shattered me
in places no one could see,
in places I still bleed from
when the world goes quiet.

My soul does break.
It has broken
more times than anyone should survive.
But every time it split open,
the truth inside me
grew louder,
braver,
clearer.

Honor became the root
I clung to when everything fell apart.
Respect—
the boundary I learned to protect
after a lifetime of being denied it.
Wisdom—
the bloom earned from surviving
what should have ended me.
And truth—
truth is the only thing
my cracks have ever let escape
without apology.

So take this,
not as a vow of perfection,
but as the last unbroken piece
I still choose to offer:

I loved you
with a heart that fractured
and kept beating anyway.
I loved you
with a soul rebuilt
from splinters and fire.

— Samantha Syrnich

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